Showing posts with label Steroids. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Steroids. Show all posts

Thursday, May 24, 2018

Surviving Solu-Medrol Steroid Infusions!

Solu-Medrol is the go-to steroid to treat MS relapses. My first experience with this mega-roid was in December 2016 upon diagnosis--which was technically a gigantic relapse, even though I hadn't been diagnosed. This week (May 2018) I found out I have a minor relapse after a prolonged sinus/bronchial infection and 4 (gulp--never again) antibiotics. Unfortunately, C-spine lesions disliked this even more than I did and got a wee bit inflamed about it all. The good news that I am holding tightly to, is that there is no disease progression and no new lesions. Just very bothered current lesions. So, I'm going to the DRMC Infusion Clinic for 3 days to receive Solu infusions. Fun!

Based on prior experience, I did a little research this time to help the experience be a little easier. The first time was rough. For me the side effects are: zombie-white skin, fatigue (initially), then fake-energy (you feel like you should deep-clean your house, but it's deceptive because you really are depleted from the 'roids), metal taste in mouth for a few hours (yuck), headaches, severe eye pain, dizziness, sleeplessness, munchies.

This time, my awesome neuro team: Dr. DeSabrio & Kelsie Montgomery prescribed a week prednisone taper right after the 3rd infusion, this should help the headaches/eye pain. Here is what else I did this time around to make it easier. Hopefully I won't have to do this again anytime soon, but hoping these tips will help someone else out! We all know MS is very individual, so my experience might not be the same as yours, but hopefully this will help. I'll add too that I'm on Copaxone for my DM and I do eat very clean (no dairy, gluten, sugar, red meat or processed foods). I do believe this helps me overall.

Day #1: My friend Jenica came with me. Due to her medical conditions, she's been here a lot and showed me the ropes and introduced me to everyone. This helped tremendously! Easy vein draw, nursing staff here is outstanding. I did get really cold during the infusion but felt fine otherwise. Marked dizziness and weird-eyes after (like messed-up perception). Really tired at home, laid down for a few hours, just took it easy. Metal taste lingered for a few hours then faded. I was able to eat dinner and walk around the block. Had trouble sleeping--took benedryl and long bath around 10pm, but still couldn't sleep until 1am. I get hip pain with steroids sometimes, but a bath and CBD cream from a friend make it not a problem.

          

Day #2: Back at the infusion clinic for round #2. Jenica is here getting infused as well, so it was nice to sit and visit. The nurses continually amaze me with their kindness and painless draws. Because I was so dizzy last time, I had my 17 year old son drive me back and forth. I always enjoy time with him, so that was a win. Metal taste in mouth again. I came home and laid down for a couple hours then was hit by manic energy and a ravenous appetite--not the norm for me. It's like I could not stop chowing down. The manic energy was nuts and I knew it was all fake energy--which makes it even worse. I could feel myself starting to get irritated too--a tad of 'roid rage. I was able to weed the yard, do a ton of dishes, sweep and mop an entire floor of my home, etc. Unfortunately two benadryls, a unisom and 2am came before I could sleep. It was the last day of school (I'm a teacher), so I was able to sleep until 10am the next morning. I can see my face is swelling some and I'm alternating between flushing and zombie skin:)

                          



Day #3: Last one! My face is definitely swelling and I'm packing about 5 lbs. of water weight. I've worked so hard to lose weight and keep it off, trying to remind myself this is temporary and part of the wonder that is steroids. I do have some numbness in my finger tips and a little on my face (which is unusual). I'm guessing it's part of the inflammation at the c-spine. Hopefully it'll simmer down with the steroids. Oddly enough, I have a sweet older lady down the street who was infusing next to me. She's lacking enough blood in her body (they don't know why) so she was getting blood transfusions all day. Things can always be worse. My infusion lasted an hour, again, painless and easy. The Solu does makes me really cold, so those warm blankets are nice. Today, the manic energy and need-to-feed had warn off. I was just really tired. Metal taste and zombie skin are back. I do have a lovely turquoise bruise from day #2, but considering how fair-skinned I am, no complaints! Got home around 3pm and slept until 5:30pm or so. Ate a little, went on a walk and had a full night's sleep (11-8). Not too shabby. 

The Morning After: I slept well and woke up with pretty decent energy. Today is actually my 41st birthday. Every birthday, I usually go with my little guy, Nate (12) on a hike or a bike ride. I didn't know how it would be this year with coming off Solumedrol. Coming off without a taper at the hospital a year and a half ago was BRUTAL. I started my morning off with a taper, felt good and went on a hike with my ginger. Not terribly long, about 2 1/2 miles, and early in the morning before the desert heat sinks in. It felt glorious to be outside, and this was my way to stick it to MS. Definitely having facial swelling, still pretty white and retaining water. Will be trying to flush out my body and get rid of the excess. Numbness not as bad. Energy is sustainable and level enough for me to hike and kick it around the house. Working on positive mindset as I launch another year on this earth and give great thanks to my God for the many blessings I have and for the many good things I can still enjoy. I'll be tapering down on steroids (prednisone) for the next week. Will make note of any changes here.










Coping with Solu-Medrol: Quick & Dirty List!

  1. Drink a lot of water before you have the infusion. This helps your veins and body handle it all.
  2. Make sure nurse runs saline through your injection site before and after to prevent bruising.
  3. Try to infuse as early in the day as possible so you can sleep more. I was teaching the first two days, so I infused a little later-which made sleep difficult.
  4. Eat before & eat healthy. Emphasis on protein/fruit/veggies--helps with munchies and any stomach issues. I eat a strict anti-inflammatory 
  5. Take mints or butterscotch candy to suck on. The metal taste is real--it hits me towards the end and lasts for hours. It makes things taste gross-especially water. I eat/drink really clean, but I did treat myself to a Coke Zero after to still get liquid. Bland, comfort food will help too.
  6. Try to resist the urge to eat a lot of salty food, carbs and sugar after, even if you crave them. It won't help your overall health as it will make you retain even more water than normal from steroids and will wipe you out.
  7. Sleeping--dope up on benedryl, unisom or ask your neuro to prescribe a sleep aid. No joke, sleeping after isn't easy. The steroid is hard on your body and you need to rest.
  8. Consider having someone drive you home. I was really dizzy with kind off scewed perception the first day. I drove home and totally should not have! I drafted my teenage son to drive me home the next day. 
  9. Take it easy after: Solu-Medrol kind of wipes me out. I am easily overwhelmed and need quiet time. I just went home and parked it in bed, read a book and sipped on metallic-tasting water before upgrading to a little Coke Zero. After 3-4 hours I was feeling normally again. 
  10. Embrace the corpse look: It'll flush you white. I'm very fair-skinned with rosy undertones--think 50 shades of red. I kinda like the porcelain look I get after, but it freaks my family out, ha ha.
  11. Attitude: Be gentle on yourself. Remember that although Solu is fighting massive inflammation, and will bring you out of a relapse; it takes a toll on your body, so take it easy. My faith and attitude make a HUGE difference in managing the wonder of MS. Be super-positive, make jokes, let people help you out. This all sucks, but you'll make it through! I'm learning mindset is EVERYTHING! I also deal with situational depression as part of my MS, so focusing on the positive and creating healthy downtime activities is crucial for me. I enjoy time with my family, rest, read, even watch a Brit flick or two as I heal. Connect with God too (or some type of Zen/higher power). Find your peace, go outdoors, etc. Hang in there friends, this too shall pass! Godspeed and fight the good fight. Bear in mind that the side effects will pass!
Websites that helped me prep.

https://multiplesclerosis.net/living-with-ms/tips-for-an-easier-round-of-solumedrol/ Read this one in particular if you have stomach issues on the drug. I don't, but a lot of people do. 

https://www.verywellhealth.com/solu-medrol-treatment-side-effects-and-tips-2440924 Great comprehensive list & more information of exactly how it's administered. 

https://www.everydayhealth.com/columns/kim-life-with-multiple-sclerosis-ms/what-its-like-to-be-on-solumedrol/: Another MS patient's experience--different that mind, but still helpful.

https://www.verywellhealth.com/how-can-i-lose-prednisone-weight-gain-1942985 Good overview of the bloating/weight gain factor. I appreciated the reminder or what to--or not eat--as I am tapering down.

Tuesday, May 22, 2018

MRI Results and MS-Inspired Poetry

I have not felt well, when I usually do. The prolonged infection and subsequent 4 (ugh) antibiotics have left me depleted. Numbness is surfacing more, I've had intense fatigue, frankly, it's been scary. I knew something was off, I have just prayed it's not a major relapse or disease-progression. I was kinda hoping to be one of those patients who don't relapse...wishful thinking.

Luckily, I went with my gut and got into DeSabrio, my neuro, right away. MRI's were ordered and scheduled for May 21st.

Shout-out to the radiology team at DRMC:) I’m there enough that they recognize me and are unfailing kind & compassionate. Lying in an MRI machine gives you time to think. Thanks to therapy, I've been able to create a safe space in my head where I can go when I'm feeling trauma or stress. I was able to escape there and had the words come to me. I am a writer, a poet--but I've been avoiding doing much writing about MS. However, writing is therapy, and I need to process all this and thought I would share.




The MRI went well, no reaction to contrast this time! I read the results right away and was confused by the activity in my C-spine. Brain is in good shape, no changes--excellent news because I kinda dig my smart mind.  However, my C-spine showed activity in the lesions, but no disease progression or new lesion growth. Luckily, Kelsie Montgomery, PA, called me first thing this morning. My scans came in on the 22nd. She and DeSabrio (my neuro dream team) analyzed results and made a plan.

Turns out it was really good I got in when I did. My lesions are irritated, mad, angry and are flaring up. This is causing the subtle symptom increase. So, it's a mild relapse. Minor. Small. Present.
I never wanted to relapse.
After a teary call to Justin, who reassured me I'd be ok, and reaching out to my support system, I shored up and focused on positive mindset and my faith.
Yeah, it's disappointing.
But, it's out of my control.
It's probably due to infection/antibiotic frenzy, but there is no way to know.
I do have a very proactive team and I'm going to be ok.
As my friend Jen told me: "this is a speed bump, not a brick wall."
So...
plan is to report to the hospital's infusion clinic for the next 3 consecutive days. I'll be receiving an infusion of the cursed, yet curing, Solu-Medrol mega-roid. Infusions should last 60-90+ minutes. My friend, Jenica, frequents the infusion clinic for her medical conditions (we have sister diseases) and will be there, which will be nice to have an insider guide! After the 3 days o' wonder, I'll be on a low dose steroid taper for a week and see my neuro team mid June to reassess. If I relapse again, it will be a new treatment plan, which I'm hoping to avoid.

All is well. 
I'll keep marching forward with faith.
It's perfect timing to heal. My last round of Solu when I was diagnosed in 12/16 left me weak and reeling. I'll have the summer to heal and I will be ok.
My continued thanks for the prayers and support. 
I've got this. 

Musings on my MRI
5/21/2018
People who don’t know MS 
don’t give me the look. I can’t fool the 

radiology department though. 
The look is equal parts 
compassion and sorrow—
an unsettling sense of
validation. 
Slowly I lower myself on to the
sliding slab, encapsulated with a 
mask over my face, 
a blanket covering me like a shroud 
to stave off the chill,
arms pinned to my sides as
I’m moved into the tube—
as narrow and 
quiet as a tomb.

I’m instructed not to move as I
attempt to lose myself to classical
music soundly loudly in my ears.
But not even “Moonlight Sonata” 
can drown out
the swelling cacophony of the
machine’s jackhammers, whirls, 
banging and
vibrations 
searing beneath 
my skin, bones, 
tissue and veins
creating a picture of the battlefields
where my body has attacked 
itself, leaving ragged tears 
in my brain and spinal cord—
delicate nerves
raw, exposed, confused
sending an SOS 
throughout my CNS.
Fruitless distress calls
misinterpreted, 
manifesting symptoms I 
cannot control.

Contrast is injected,
a veritable floodlight
illuminating the creases of my brain,
shining through opaque density of 
my spinal cord, looking 
for evidence of destruction. 
Still unaccustomed to this brave
new world, grasping to
understand the reality of it all;
I rise up,
thanking the radiologist
walking slowly to my 
car against a 
darkening sky.